thoughts… desires…. needs…

i think…

a lot has happened over the last two years. too much to put in one post, but enough to revive a blog…

i desire…

everything and nothing…

i need…

to be in ‘His’ service. very few will be able to understand what that means. and even fewer will be able to grasp the concepts associated with the meaning. the need rises and falls but never fades.

Feeling Selfish

“I need to see you… I need to hold you…. I need to feel you and so much more…”

I felt like I was being so honest and so open…. Direct and straight forward. And I was, however I was also being selfish.

“What if it’s not what I need?”

That’s a very fair question. A thought that sadly never entered my mind… What does that say about me? Could I possibly be that self absorbed and selfish? It saddens me to think I was capable of that. However I am happy that he was there to point out my indiscretion ..and to do it in a mature and kind way…

Still…I cannot help but have the same feelings and desires burning within me.


My 1st Liebster Blog Award!!

Thank you Gemini for my VERY 1st Award!!!

I am truly honored and do apologize for my delay in responding… Please visit Gemini at  I love her words….


First of all the rules for the ”Liebster blog award’‘ and my responses to Foxy’s questions..

Here are the rules for receiving this award:
1. Each person must post 11 things about themselves.
2. Answer the questions that the tagger set for you plus create 11 questions for the people you’ve tagged to answer.
3. Choose 11 people and link them in your post.
4. Go to their page and tell them.
5. No tag backs!


Gemini’s Questions…

What is your guilty pleasure?

Coffee Haagen Daz ice cream with sliced almonds and a touch of chocolate syrup… YUM!

Who is your favorite author?

Currently Cherise Sinclair has my attention…

What would be your perfect first date?

A first date is perfect in my eyes if its full of laughter and great conversation… It also helps if it ends with a warm embrace and plans for date number 2 already in place… 😉

Sweet or savory?

I’m all about the savory…

Where would you rather be right now in the world?

In an over water bungalow on the island of Bora Bora….

What is your pet hate?

I struggle when it comes to dealing with stupidity… I am bothered by things that lack symmetry…

What are you most talented at?

I am a pretty good singer…. And I am very good with math!

If you were a cocktail, what would you be called?

That’s a tough one…. I would say Savory Sassy

What is your most treasured possession?

My little ones are a treasure to me…

What is your favorite movie?

A cross between My Cousin Vinny and Sleepless in Seattle….

Have you ever taken anything that wasn’t yours and if so what?

I’m quite the goody goody.. Lol… But when I was a kid I took a hair clip from a store… It was actually an  accident, but taken is still taken..

11 Things about myself…

1) I have 3 year old boy/girl twins

2) My favorite color is Green

3) I hate ironing.

4) I am learning about creative writing

5) This is my first and only Blog

6) I tend to trust until I am given a reason not to

7) I can be naive

8) I am very good at multitasking

9) I am a tea drinker

10) I love snacks

11) I love to laugh


Questions for my nominees…

1. What made you decide to start blogging?

2. What is one thing would you change about your life?

3. What do you find most attractive about a man or woman?

4. What’s your favorite color?

5. What’s you favorite childhood memory?

6. Are you Apple, Android or Neither?

7. What relaxes you?

8. Tea or Coffee?

9. Do you prefer texting or face to face conversation?

10. Have you ever been to Disney World? 🙂

11. What’s your most despised and most enjoyed household chore?

My Nominees {Less than 11, but I am still meeting folks :-)}






My Girl


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It was one of those days at work where nothing was going right. My boss threw me out of her office and told me to go home early and cool off. I was so angry and upset that I don’t even remember the drive home. I just found myself sitting in my car parked in my driveway wondering how I got there. I was home about an hour earlier than usual. I gathered my briefcase and keys and locked the car door.

I walked up to the front door, unlocked and opened the door. I was immediately struck by the aromas wafting from the kitchen at the far end of the house. There is nothing like the smell of roasting garlic and red meat. A man’s meal.

I could hear music playing too loud coming from the kitchen. I put down my keys and briefcase and wandered by the kitchen door. That’s when I saw her, her back was to me and she was a mess. Her hair was piled on top of her head, secured with a rubber band that was too tight. Wisps of blond hair straggled about her face. She was wearing an old nightgown that was threadbare in places with bleach stains splattered about. She was vigorously scrubbing the oven top with some bleach product.

The music was loud and she did not hear me walk in. She wasn’t expecting me home at this hour. I watched for a while as she scrubbed away. She was dancing and singing along to a tune on the radio, “My Girl” by the Temptations. Her hips were swaying back and forth to the rhythm of the old Motown hit, her breasts, freed from their binds of a bra, were seductively swinging in the opposite direction of her hips. She sang out the words of the song, “ I’ve got sunshine….on a cloudy day…”.

She never looked more desirable to me than she did at that moment, cooking my meal, cleaning my house, dancing and singing along to a tune on the radio. I walked up behind her and whispered in her ear, “I’m home”. She was startled and dropped her sponge, turned around and scowled at me for frightening her. Before she could say anything, my lips were pressed against hers. My tongue forcing it’s way into her mouth. I wanted her and I want her to know it.

I could feel her struggle for a moment until she realized that I was not going to release her. Finally she surrendered to me and began to respond by grinding her hips into my already hard cock. My hand slipped down her back and reached under her nightgown to caress her naked round bottom. I slipped my hand between her folds to find her pussy beginning to show signs of arousal. My hand left her wet pussy to travel up to her full breasts and already hard nipples. I gave her nipple a slight pinch, not to hard but hard enough to make her wince. My hand moved upward to her throat, taking a firm grasp, not too hard to choke her, but hard enough to immobilize and silence her.

I released her from my kiss. I still kept my grip around her neck as I turned her around and lifted up her nightgown exposing her round bottom. I bent her over the kitchen table making my intention perfectly clear. I unbuckled my belt, and dropped my pants to my ankles. I told her not to make a sound as I took hold of my throbbing cock dripping with pre-cum and rubbed it along her slit from top to bottom and back again. I lined my cock up to her soaking wet pussy and pushed my way in. She gasped at the moment of penetration and I felt a shutter run through her.

Spurred on by her response I made long stokes sliding my cock in and out of her dripping wet cunt. I could tell from her ragged breathing that she was approaching her release. I leaned over her back pressing my weight onto her and whispered in her ear, “are you my girl?” Before she could respond, I lowered my lips from her ear to her neck and bit her. The combination of please and pain brought her over the edge as her body convulsed in orgasm. Her girl cum was dripping from my balls as my drenched thighs smacked against her ass.

I was pounding away with abandon as I felt the familiar tingling beginning in my balls. My orgasm was approaching quickly. I lowered my lips to her ear and asked, “where do you want my cum?”. “Cum in my pussy”, she replied. As if on cue my orgasm erupted and I filled her pussy with my cum. I released my grip from around her neck and she turned to face me and said, “Welcome home sweetheart”.


I read this short story a while ago and really enjoyed it. It was gifted to me by the author…. Thanks Blue 😉

I LOVE Earth, Wind & Fire…


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Would you mind….. If I touch, if I kiss, if I held you tight……


In the morning light?

Would you mind, If I said how I felt tenderly tonight?
Again ’cause, I never ever felt this way In my heart before,


oh Love has found its way

In my heart, tonight, yeah
Would you mind, If I looked into your eyes till I’m hypnotized?

And I lose my pride
Would you mind, If I make love to you till I’m satisfied?
Once again ’cause, I never ever felt, felt this wayIn my heart, oh before

Love has found its wayIn my heart, tonight
Once again ’cause, I never ever felt this wayIn my heart before, oh

Love has found its wayIn my heart, tonight, yeah
Oh love


Would you mind, yeah, yeah, yeah, baby, oh yeahWould you mind, baby, yeah, yeah, yeah, alright

Gonna look into your eyes till I’m hypnotized?

Make love to you, baby, till I’m satisfied?

Look into your eyes till I’m hypnotized?

Make love to you, baby, till I’m satisfied?

Look into your eyes….